Love- A Million Shades

A love letter. Take my hand, cross the river. Nothing matter when you’re with me. The sun shines brighter, the water looks clearer. The worlds a better place when you’re with me. Sorrows don’t exist, because when I’m with you Baby you take it all away. So come with me across this river, I’ll be you guide, you’re guardian angel. Your love forever. The worlds too big to be alone, I need you to hold my hand. We’ll make our own little place In this vast land. The mountains will seem small, The ocean a glass of water. Because baby when I’m with you No obstacle ever matters. In sickness or in health, For rich or for poor, In happiness or in sadness We will be together, forever. So come with me across this river, In to our world. Where we will live together. In darkness or in light, in life or in death, We are bound forever. Sin It can never be easy, To watch him uncaring, Or stay away when I’m hurting. Life won’t get better, just worse, Just looking at him Is a sin. For me, he may be poison, But I look for him when I’m hurt. He may be cruel, but he’s my healer, The guy who puts meaning to my life, The guy I’d love no matter what they’d say. Just talking to him Is a sin. He may not care about me the way I do, But I’d rather him hurt me than anyone else. He doesn’t belong to me, but I belong to him, Even if he doesn’t know that. For I don’t want anyone else, I want him. Just loving him Is a sin. The end What would you say, if I walked away Would you let me leave, or stop me? Would you finally open your eyes and see me? Or would you treat me like you always have, Leave me clinging to our lost friendship, While I finally let go of your burden, Finally live for someone other than you… But with each day that passes, Would you even miss me? Wish you had behaved differently? Or would you be happy, Now that I left you alone! Now that I’m gone! Why did you never say anything? Was it your ego, your anger? Or was it something I deserved? My pain, my agony, my tears I drowned in for a year and a half, You knew, I know, yet you left me alone, Taught me I don’t deserve you, Or anyone else… You gave me my place in life, In your life… You defeated me, you let me fall, And I fell, I fell through time, I fell till you taught me I was no one… And no one was mine…